So hard for me to not love you.
,not to care.
,know I can never have you.
,knowing you will never feel the same as I feel about you
,knowing that I can’t tell you
I love you but yet you will never know.
It was freezing cold. I regretted not bringing jacket to school cause I was lazy to bring. Somehow, it reminds me of your jacket, at that time was hoping you were beside me to pass me yours. We went to Farrer Market for Chinese lesson and recess. As we were walking, I was sweating profusely but I was having a flu. It was miserable in conclusion. It went on to English lesson. I switched on the fan cause I was very 'wet' but I was sneezing like mad. So in the end, I switched off the fan and sneeze all the way. I used a total of 3 packets of tissues and my nose is like red. It was the first time in this year I slept in SS lesson cause I was not feeling that well but still managed to caught what was taught. After school, went for Library Duty and used the computer all the way and ended early. Reached home, starving cause never eat lunch(was broke due to overspending at recess.) Aunt was cooking. As usual, I love home cooked food more than anything else so ate immediately after she cooked finished. Nice!
Cousin said I look like charcoal. Classmates said I look like Malay -,= Nose and shoulders is tearing, I think. It is very pain, especially bathing and carry bags.): But still, I did not regret cause I want to be tan. I want to go Sentosa again after N I guess.
P/S: Aunt Susan came and visit me. I was not surprised but I was aware.
