Thursday, February 19, 2009

To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance.


I have a wall you cannot see

Because its deep inside of me.

It blocks my heart on every side

and helps emotions there to hide,

You cant reach in.

The wall I built that you cant see

Results from insecurity.

Each time my tender heart was hurt

The scars within grew worse and worse.

So stone by stone,

I built a wall,

Thats now so thick it will not fall.

The love from you

Bit by bit,

Chip at my wall,

Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow

Its never easy to let go

Of hurts and failures long ingrained,

Upon ones heart from years of pain.

Im afraid to let you in.

I know I might get hurt again.

I did the best I could to build

A perfect wall, but its just too hard.


Again it's in a BIG mess now, when will it stop?
The main problem is what happened in the past that further worsen it.
The main solution is to be truthful and said what's on your mind to the person.
I'm dilemma, I don't know what to do.

I passed my
Physics test. 22/30
Chinese test: 37/50
POA test: 7/14
Hope the rest test I will pass too!
Tmr last paper! YAY!
Chemistry, suck flunk it!):

Tags replied:
jasmine: you can lean on my shoulder BABYGIRL :0 haha why cant i? i thought im your only one ? you hurt my feelings you know baby?
Owner: You are too weak and I am too fat. Like I have the ability to hurt you.I shall go find the girl with you soon. There is too many things that is happening now.
Rea: HAHA, Ya lah you guai guai. But thn uh, you uh, make alot of noise when you dk how to do please.
Owner: Okay, I don't make noise le lor):