Something happened in school that totally scared me. My heart is like ...... No words can describe it. I got that kind of ominous feeling that something bad is happening. Totally distracted from lesson, just wanted to get out of the class and find out everything. Now, it was settled.

Actually, I don't really know why I threw that paper. But seriously, I was really agitated. I was sleepy in the morning. English was our first period, MrsTay wasn't in school. At least I get to sleep for at least half an hour. When I just woke up from a nap, my temper will be very bad. After English was her freaking lesson. It agitated me more. Still, she picked on me. Uncontrollably, I just flared up. When she asked me to put down my hand, I just can't be bothered. You are uncreative. Every time, your script is the same. I can memories it already. I don't need to have a fake spastic smile on my face. I smile when I see something pleasant. The moment I see you, it already spoil my mood. Seriously, I really loathe you to the max. Stop picking on me, you fat ass. Why can't I support my head with my hand? Why can't I sleep in your class when I don't even understand any shit you are teaching? Ask me go out of the class, it's okay. I don't really care. Firstly, I can sleep as long as I want outside. Secondly, there is no need for me to listen to your lesson. I don't even understand whatever you are talking about. Thirdly, I won't see anyone that is unpleasant to me. Now it become the past and I am used to it. I shall not talk about her anymore. it just spoiled my wonderful mood.

From today onwards, I will in school til 6pm. I shall mug hard for my N! P/S: My new phone had arrived yesterday(:

Loving you with all my heart, but you will never know,
Feelings for you are locked away, hope they never go,
I never cease to by amazed, how beautiful you look,
Now my heart will suffer in silence, because of the chance I never took