I should considered quite fortunate to have MOE & St Margaret financially sponsoring me in my study. Free new textbook, Full Waive of N level fee, monthly school fee and miscellaneous fee. Now they are giving me new uniforms, PE attire, socks and shoes.(It's time for me to change to new ones.) With them, my parents' financial burden are lighten. My dad kept telling me that I should be thankful towards them and in future do something back to the society to repay their kindness. I won't disappoint them, I will do well in my N's and later in life. Not only them, other family's relatives are helping us. My cousin want us (sis and me) to have what others have. She will buy all the clothes, shoes, and whatever we want. Although she dotes us a lot, I know we cannot kept spending on her. My family's financial situation is indescribable. No one even the family will know how bad it is and what holds for us in future. Every time, I wonder why I can't be like any other teenagers who can buy whatever without worrying about money. When can I be carefree? When can I buy whatever I want? When can my parents stop worrying about money? When they can enjoy the life? All these will end when I grow up with a degree and earns thousands salary! That day soon no longer a dream, but reality.