Saturday, June 13, 2009

Pine.



Town with cousin and bro. FOX, GUCCI, GUESS, etc. Still, nothing caught our eye. Headed to Bugis. Arcade, SHOP. FOX, TOPMAN/SHOP, etc. Over to Ilumo. Explore. I think Ilumo is just like the street, just that it is air conditioned. Went to street. Finally bought a dress. To Pastamania, had mussels and clams. Aftermath, went to uncle's house cause relatives were there. Had a chat. And home sweet home.

It seems like everyone, even you think that I will not make it through N level and end up in ITE. Not like I think that ITE is the end. But still, parents' mindset is outdated. They want their children to be the best of all. You lack of confidence in me. Since young, from EM3, NT, now ITE, you're always the same. Everytime I made it, it is just luck. You always look at my flaws, what about my capability? When I get into the tops, why don't you be top? / your class lousy ma. When I fail, can't you pass it? Whatever result I get, I never reach your expectation. I never heard your compliment, only more higher expectation. Even if I really end up in ITE, I won't waste your money anymore to carry on studying. I rather earn my own money. Why do I even need to care what people think of me? Am I defeated by how others looks or my incapability?