2 more months to N level & I am still slacking away. Although I had started/been studying, but still I don't feel that it is enough. 15th June 2009-Eng Oral. I suck in oral for both languages): Motivation is highly wanted. I don't feel like studying History & Chemistry. I don't like these two subject, partly because of the teachers and also I don't know how to study them. I used to have good grades for History but now it fell as fast as a roller coaster. I no longer have the ability to study it. Chemistry, all along I just can't make it. So now, I am pinning high hopes on Physics, Math, SS & POA. I am taking Combined Science and Humanities so even if I score A1 for Physics and SS, there is no use cause my History and Chemistry will pull them down. I need to at least get a pass. I still have a long way to go, to even see my target: 8 points. Have I overestimate myself?