我表面似乎痊癒了
某部分却像残废了
When problems arise, I tried to stay strong.
However, whenever I want to be much stronger, I can't.
In the end, I fall even badly.
H1N1 arrive in StMargaret.
Baby, stay strong.
Quoted from a blog.
My "paper" on friends are badly coloured.
(I guess.)
Friendship?
Someone used to told me this, "Everyone's life is like a piece of plain paper, in order to beautify it, we've colour and draw on it... but somehow not every colour can be matched with each others... and it's impossible that every piece of plain paper can be beautifully coloured."
Vice versa, I think it's the same logic when it comes to friendship. There are many kind of people in the society, some who're only out to prey on others, some who're are out to be jealous of others because of they can't stand people for who they're and what're are, some who're literally out there to just create chaos..... some who wants trying making people into their puppet.... and also some who're only out there to expand their society of friends.
When friends always get really close, majority of us will think that we really know them well, but in fact we don't. The best part is.... some of them whom you really know them inside out tried to deny the fact that they're not something which they're. They want to reform themselves into a complete different person so that people will never know their true personality. Whereby in some other cases, people are just literally stubborn... They continued to put up a show in front of everyone and thought that no one else will know, but the truth is we're watching how that silly person is going to continue and sink himself more into being a full fledge fool.
There are times where I'll have a thought in my mind such. "Why do I have friends who're like that?", I questioned and pondered myself.... Is it because of?
1) Heavens Will?
2) Just my bloody luck?
3) People trying to test my patience?
4) Or just a puddle of water which I've to pass by?
I asked myself repeatedly.... and today. I finally found my answer. In this world there're many different kind of people, they all existed to balance this world. There're always people who'd go against each other and there are some where they can never co-exist together... Yet funny enough, they're also some where they do become friends and slowly conflicts started to happen.
But looking at how a rabbit can never be friend with a chicken as their characteristic clashes... things goes naturally just like the water and the fire as well.... one is the element of starting a life while the other is the element that leads to destruction. Without fail, each will try to rule against the other naturally.