Idk.

Reached school VERY early. Earliest in the year, I guess. Coincidentally saw Xiao gu at the bus stop so she lobang me as she was cabbing to somewhere near school. School ended early, 1pm. Stayed on to ask Ms Cheong things. Headed to Mac a late lunch. I've been eating Mac. Home. Slack. Bath. Work. Com.

I've been putting up a strong front. I tried hard not drop a single tear and not ponder over it. Yes, I did it. But, it is still unbearable. I really don't know how long I can take it anymore. I don't want to be affected. I'm at loss, what should I do? I don't wish to be hurt again. It isn't the first time. How? Tell me what to do.
God of hell, take me go out of this world filled with betrayal.